After the past weeks of stress, long hours and endless thoughts, finally yesterday was a sane day. Gave a presentation, spent time with hubby and after god knows how long had dinner plans with a girlfriend, which meant I was to drive and go on my own.
It was the dinner that kept me going the entire day. and finally when I was all ready to leave…I was a big bundle of mixed emotions. I felt guilty for leaving my hubby and going ( I also go for work leaving him at home), I was kindoff scared driving alone at night ( It wasnt the first time I was driving alone), I was convinced I would be a nervous wreck (which luckily I wasnt).
After a lovely dinner, gorgeous ambiance and great company, I came home safe, sound and guilt free.
Thats when i started thinking……whats wrong with me? Why did I have all the thoughts that i had initially…..does this mean that I have grown old?