I have been missing in action. Mentally and physically. And the only excuse I have is, that spiritually, I have been in a learning mode. It’s interesting. I have been having discussions about life and its meaning, I have surprisingly come across websites that make me question more and I have unintentionally met people who have inspired me and made me look for deeper meanings. Its a learning phase. One which consumes me and I oblige.
On the flip side, life has been totally in the fast lane. For reasons beyond my control. I love the smell of winters in Karachi, but I loathe the flu and viruses that come before the winter has totally set in. Kids have been unwell, I have been sneezing endlessly, my sanity has been checked and patience, questioned. Hopefully, this is all behind me now.
While, I am wrapped in my shawl, wearing my happy socks, the question that has been echoing in my mind endlessly, for weeks now, is do we ask God for what we need? Or do we ask God to give us what is best for us? I have been debating about this. Talking about this. and researching about this. I haven’t yet heard an answer that that made me smile comfortably. If you are reading this, I would love to know your perspective. Maybe, I will find and answer that makes me content.