I am not one of the very good muslims. Yes, I try to pray regularly, include the good things in my to do list, etc etc. But I still manage to lack behind. But even through all of this one thing that is a regular is my conversations with Allah Mian. You know how everyone has their own connection? Well, mine is through a monologue. I know I need to pray regularly, fast, be good and all those things in order to be heard. But hey, hes Allah Mian an he will listen if we ask, right?
A few days ago I met someone who claims to be heard by Allah Mian all the time. The conversation took on to how I wanted something to work out and how I was asking Allah Mian to make it work out for me. The gentleman mentioned, looked at me and replied, saying that it will work out agar behtri hui tu (if it is suppose to have wellness for me). Huh? I controlled my self. But this is one explanation that NEVER works for me. If this was the case, we should all just stop any kind of decision making and concentrate on agar behtri hui bit (if it is supposed to work out for me). I am usually not aggressive or blunt where religion is concerned. Everyone has their own way of dealing with God. My way of dealing is talking to him and telling him that this is what I want and I want behtri (wellness) in that, please. Isnt that how one talks to friends and people close to you? Isnt Allah Mian supposed to be the close’est? And fulfills whatever you want? Well, obviously we need to ask for it first! I like this relationship and I hope I will continue with this. I told the gentle man to follow this and see for himself what works, and what dosent!